Arms overturned, inside-up,
pale,
blue veins all showing
translucent,
sinew,
bone.
Against my tanned skin,
my forearm is almost
a shock of white.
Like that small dollop of cream
on a macchiato
you stir in
to mix
with the rest of your coffee,
I too, tried to make this paleness
more like the rest of my painted,
gilded skin.
I left it to roast in this painful sun,
hoping the skin would darken, harden,
hide the veins on my wrist
so that no one could follow
these secret threads
running so deep
they measure time by
desires my heart floods my body with.
Beneath bangles,
bracelets,
sleeves,
it is a secret in plain sight.
And under these cloth